I don't believe in God. I don't believe in an afterlife. I toyed with the idea of an afterlife for a while. An unconventional one, just to make it more realistic. I hate it when people kid themselves. If I don't have a single other quality, I am more honest with myself than any other person I know. I allow myself to play with ideas, but I don't allow myself to fall into a fantasy world. It is a strength.